16 and dumb...23 and jaded..

When I was younger, I had an open heart ready for the joys of love. Now that i'm 23 and have gone through the troubles that life has brought me in that department, I am so jaded and disconnected that the man I love is still trying to knock down that wall.

unattached, non-committal, free will, sexual conquest

That is probably the best way to describe my current sex life. I have what I want when I want and never answer to anyone about who I've been with. My sexual freedom doesn't define me, it exhilarates me. People are so often trapped in the box that society likes to close around them, about what a healthy sex life and drive is. The drive of everyone is relatively high considering the age and time we live in, however the difference is how we choose to act upon said drive. I am having a great time in my sex life, but I may be doing too much for certain groups and not enough compared to others, but it doesn't matter because i'm doing enough for me.

You want me..

You want me...chase me!
You need me...tell me!
You want to keep me...embrace me!
You want to love me...know me!
You want to be near me...show me!
You want me to want you...intrigue me!
You want my sex...tease me!
You want my heart...love me!
You want my smile...please me!
You want to be in my reality...challenge me!


Ask yourself first, what do you want from me?