My Heart Ache

My love for you was hotter than a summer day.
The pain you left me is colder than a winter night.
We hoped for a happier time,
But our weaknesses defined us.
My trust issues,
And your lack of commitment.
Swearing things will be different one day.
Yet everyday still being the same.
I can't love you like I want to,
Like I used to.
With everyday behind us,
I draw in the strength of others,
The hope that I will move on.
Breathing life into my own hope,
That I will be happy again.

Ways I Can Tell It Has Been Too Long

~ When the bass in my car vibrates my seat a little too much. (making me a little moist)
~ I snap at folks that say Hi in the morning. (like why are you so happy)
~ I reconsider things I would have said no to if I just got some. (cheating, the type of dude, or venue)
~ I get a little bolder, a little flirty, a little inappropriate.
~ Everything has sexual undertone. (from food to parts of conversations)
~ I drunk text exes and past booty calls I wrote off as no longer being acceptable.

Just a few warning signs...that I need to pounce ;-)

The Past, Present and Future

Everyone has a few skeletons in their closet, I am no exception. The main difference being, I have nothing to hide. I wear my mistakes on my sleeve, because without them, you wouldn't know the fabulous chick you see before you. I don't give a FUCK what any lame ass bitch has to say about me. If I fuck with you, you already know me, If I don't why are you wasting time talking about me. It's gonna get back to me regardless, and you're a BITCH NIGGA for gossiping to begin with. If you want to know the truth about me, ASK ME, because I'll tell you. No man or woman can judge me or shake my core. I gives a fuck about you and your ignorant mind, so please believe if I see you in the streets we're not friends so I will treat you as such. We got nothing to talk about. Don't hug me, don't speak, just keep it pushing. As far as what's next for me, I got many things in motion, and I don't need gossiping, sneaky, messy bitches and whack niggas in my world.

To My Best Friend, My Dream Chaser....

It was fun having the idea of you as my love for life. Truer words were never spoken than when you said to me that your dad's best friend is his ex-wife. They were better friends than lovers. We are better at chasing the dream than we ever could have been together. I think about the last 5 years and everything we have been through, and for some reason I keep letting you back in, even though I know you always break my heart. You want what you want from me, and say you care about my happiness, but do you mean it is the question that plagues my heart. The best thing for the both us is to move on. I'm not good for you, and you're not good for me. The last time you heard my voice has come and past. I wish many more years of happiness and success in all that you do, and all that you are to become. I can't hold my life for you anymore. We have grown apart as we have also grown up. we aren't 19 and 21 anymore, we are so far beyond those years in this short time that I am not the same and neither are you. My heart always beats for you, but my drum needs this solo. I will miss you terribly, but it's a heartache I can recover from.

Music Post

This song gives me life EVERY TIME I listen to it, so I wanted to share with you all :)

A few things about me and sex

1. I enjoy sex, trying new things, new venues, new people. If you feel like I should shelter my urges and keep the cookie to myself, you weren't raised right. Sharing is caring, just don't let everyone grab a piece, save it for those you like and are worthy of such a delicious treat.
2. Bitches that talk about how good their pussy is, are the exact same as Boys who talk about how big their junk is. Nobody believes you, because you are all talk.
3. If you know me, and ask to see my nipple piercings I will most likely just pop out my boob. I love how it looks, and who doesn't mind seeing titty.
4. I enjoy giving head almost as much as getting good stroke game, but that doesn't mean i will suck up any dude that tries to get me. I'm picky about what I put in my mouth

Just a few things I needed to get off my chest. I have to remind myself that not everyone views sex like I do, but I know there are others out there. I can talk about what I like for days, which is why I started the book "More Than You Can Handle". I need to finish, too many people keep asking me about it. 

BOSSMAN

I think this video speaks for itself.