Summer Passion

Summertime with the weather being right and the breeze being fresh, the best moments between me and him occur.  I want his body as I watch him work, tending to the lawn mowing the grass as I wish he was mowing me. The fan blows on the front porch picking up the slack in between the wind. Fresh lemonade in the pitcher I call his name, "Thomas, would you like a glass?". He shuts his machinery off to come hither. I suck on the straw as he approaches, and with my lips pursed around the tip of it, he just smiles. He knows what's in my eyes as I look him over. His skin being sun kissed and lightly covered with sweat. He is all man, strong hands and build. I want his body pressed against mine, experiencing pure ecstasy in summer bliss. He leans over to whisper in my ear, but picks me up instead. Almost thrown over his shoulder, he carries to the bedroom and lays me down. No underwear in the summer time he goes to work on my pussy, tasting my juices instantly. His hunger for me is intoxicating, while my legs shake from the pleasure I am drunk in passion and peaking in climax over and over again. He has taken my lust and made it his. Getting one last shiver out before he rips my dress off completely. While I am naked and hungry for him, he turns it back to me and decidedly pins me back down only to undress his long throbbing dick. My eyes wide with excitement, he thrusts inside of me and filling in perfectly. Moans turning into screams of euphoria, my optimum excitement has been exceeded. What I thought would be my dominance in his pleasure turned out to be his plan of attack on mine. When he climaxes he pulls out and explodes his manly juice all on my stomach making me laugh and giggle. It was a welcome end to taste and see. Pulling up his pants he goes back to work grinning and satisfied while I go back to sip lemonade on the porch and watch him work.

Stella Rosa and Life Contemplation

This right here can be a cold mix, but in other cases eye opening. I am learning that what I need and what I want are so far from where I am. I want more out my job, my love, my family and friends. I need to be happy with what I am blessed with before I throw it all away.

I need for my life to be more than drunken nights and hook-ups.
I need for my life to be more than baked goods and making others happy.
I need for my sorrow and pain to stop haunting my joy and happiness.

I am perfectly content with where I am, but for me to be happy and stress-free I need more. I'm capable of it. I might not be the best mother fucka at everything, but I am damn good at what I set my heart to.

But all I can do for now is be the best at where I am, till I can be the best at what makes me truly happy.

Don't mind me y'all this is just the Stella talking...the frustration talking...the lack of faith in me talking.

Sex Walking...

not what you might think reading that title, but none the less, I am talking about shoes. I love high heels, mostly in the bedroom, but I love them all the same. I was looking over my pinterest and I noticed my slight addiction to re-pinning them. I am a flip flop/barefoot girl at heart, but when it comes to grabbing hold of them mothafuckas in the bedroom nothing gets me wet faster. The sensuality they add and the sex appeal when wearing nothing a pair of those bad boys is utterly priceless. The higher the better, and the more colorful the easier to mix and match with lingerie and my skin tone. There is no downfall to wearing high heels unless you're walking from club to club.

My New Struggle

I guess I have a tendency to care about the things people over look, but if we didn't have people like me in the world, where would the big picture people be. Lost and more frustrated than I am when dealing with them. Whether it is in relationships, friendships or work, this is an issue that comes up. People always want to look at the end result with out taking into consideration the process. True balance within self comes from understanding of others and making it work. I'm here, just waiting for you join the club.

10 Things You Should Know About Me! (*Revised*)

1. I put up with a lot of shit before I cut you off. I work through it and try to overlook it, but when I'm done it will be like we never knew each other.
2. My sexual preference is often, so please believe I don't care what anyone has to say. I'm gonna do me. Sleep with whoever I choose whenever I choose. 
3. To butter me up do not send flowers. They die and then I am left with a mess. If I have to clean up extra you will not be around long.
4. Do not be clingy. Pretty straight forward, if you do not have your own life and other friends, we can never be. I need my space
5. Marriage is sacred to me. I take it very seriously, so it will take a lot for anyone to convince me that it is worth it in today's society to be an endpoint option in a relationship. Do something that shows me its real.
6. Tie me up, choke me a little, smack my ass, and I am putty in your hands. I like it rough, savage and passionate.
7. I will call you stupid six ways before you ever realize and I will say it with a smile. Push my buttons and you will see just how far I will go and just how much I can take.
8. I do not consider myself bi-sexual, but I have enjoyed getting it in with a sexy thick female before.
9. I am not looking for love in the near future, but I'm not hiding either. Things happen the way they do for a reason. 
10. I love hard, I play hard, I work hard, I party hard. I want to end up at my grave worn out and lived in not pristine and kept.

Definition of FLING:

Fling: making an intimate connection with someone for a short time with no intention of long term commitments. Not always sexual, can be non-sexual as in finding a new activity, taking a class, or traveling solo where you meet someone.

The best flings are with people that aren't from the same place as you. If they are visiting from another state or country it is a perfect opportunity to make a memory that the two of you can share for a lifetime even though you will never meet again.

The worst flings are with people that end up stalking you or catching feelings. They do outlandish things such as move to the same city as you or befriend you/your friends on social networking sites. They try to make whatever you had with them last, and try to trap you with commitment instead of letting go.

Plans for the summer:

You can either get on board or get out of my way!!!

• Wine tours in Temecula
• Trip to Las Vegas
• Learn a new skill
• Go to the Beach 25 times and take pictures each time
• Summer Fling*
• EPIC SUMMER BBQ!!
• Have sex in a public area during daylight hours [towards the end of summer after I get it in with the workouts ;-) ]
• San Diego Trip for beaches and booze and the MEN!!!
• Santa Barbara Weekend

*Fling to be defined in later post

Summer Time...Summer Time...

The sun is getting warmer and the shorts are getting higher. It is that special time of year when summer flings are the best and groupie lists at an all star level. The thing I love most about the summer is that simple breeze you get when you have raw passionate sex on a blanket outdoors. Getting ready for the Stroke season, so fellas make sure your rhythm is down pact and ladies make sure you keep your feet and nails done. Summer Lovin' ain't get called that for no reason ;)