Desire or Value? the choice is yours....

At what point do you realize all you have for me is desire. If you value my heart why can't you adjust your lust and show me that. Trying to hide your hurt, you put up a wall stronger than anything I have ever done. I have been through trials, tribulations, cheating, emotional and physical abuse, lies, rape and utter self destruction. Holding on to even an ounce of that would hold me back from pursuing the life I dream of having. If you're too broken to be with someone like me, don't try to turn my cautious behavior on me. There is a difference between aware and shut off. I should be far more closed off than I am, but I sought help, gained perspective and took control of my life. No longer do I let someone who never cared about me take control of my current or future happiness. You don't want me to hold back, but have you even tried to give yourself to me. You hold everything back and push me away, but expect me to fall on you with open arms, so can you see why I would pull away or hold my tongue when it comes to you. Good sex only keeps me interested for so long. If you need to figure things out emotionally, tell me that, but don't bullshit me with excuses to keep me coming back. Passion and sex will only hold me over for a short time, before I look for the emotional somewhere else. Keep that in mind the next time you fix your mouth to say I'm putting up a wall.

Point Taken..

He fucks me like he's got a point to prove.

Holding on and caressing every inch of me

my rolls

my thighs

my fat pussy lips

Tasting me before he enters me

Eating like its his last meal.

I like his aggressive nature, the way he tells me what to do

He controls the pace

stroking me deep and penetrating the deepest depths of me.

He's fucking me like he's got a point to prove.

He has me, not sure if he realizes this.

I gave myself to him

All I can hope for is that he continues to treat me well..

Random shit in my brain...

Make me climax on your speech…penetrate my mind with your intelligence…be more than you appear to be to keep me…and shield me from misconceptions by proving your past wrong and making your future better…Be intimate with my thoughts and you’ll see my full potential…a slick tongue is the start of a passionate conquest..

He gives me feelings...

My attraction to him is poetic…my lust for him is pornographic…my want for him is philosophical…He makes me wonder about the future and if he will be in it…just want to make the right choice after so many wrong ones…I digg him, but does he want me for keeps or does he want me for now?

I want this...

Take me from sensuality..

Hold me close as you slip my dress off of me, only to be stopped at my voluptuous hips. Kneeling down to kiss my stomach as you slide my dress down to the floor. You kiss my pussy lips and tease me a little as you lay me down. I fall back and open my legs ready for you, anticipating every move you are about to make. Not knowing where you will place your lips next, I inhale the scent of you as I gasp for air with every gentle caress against my skin. It drives me insane, because I want you so badly. You grip my thighs as you inhale my scent, so  as you nibble on my inner thigh I grab the sheets tightly and let out a muffled moan. You place your hand over my mouth as you climb on top of me. Your dick so hard it guides itself to my wet lips. Teasing me with the tip of your dick you massage my clit. I squirm to get free and you pin me down harder and then thrust inside to control me. I let out a small yelp and you continue, thrusting deeper every time. Hitting my pussy walls, I am on the verge of reaching ecstasy. I am ready to climax when you stop and pull me closer to you, whispering in my ear "turn over". Not moving fast enough you stand me up and flip me over. Bent at the waist you penetrate me from behind. Grabbing hold of hips you push deep inside me as you spank me for being naughty. I can no longer control my moans so they turn into screams only to be muffled by the pillows you have me bent over. Stroke after stroke I am pleasured. When I reach my climax, you can feel my pussy tighten up around your dick, pulsating from euphoria, my thighs, my legs, my body get so weak. Yet, I yearn for the taste of your dick as I know you can provide me with your juices. You slide out of my pussy and into my mouth. I taste my juices on your dick and as I stroke you, I allow you to slide back in my throat a little deeper every time. wrapping my tongue around the tip before I slide you down. stroking with my right hand keeping your dick wet every time I come back up. speeding up my stroke, I lick around the tip of your dick before I let go and let your whole shaft glide down my throat. Playing with you balls as I gag to fit your whole manliness inside my mouth. I continue to stroke your dick till I can feel the veins pop, and I know you are ready to cum. Your fists clench up and you explode your juices, filling my mouth up with cream, so I swallow all of you and keep you inside my mouth as I tickle to most sensitive parts of you with the tip of my tongue. You collapse onto the bed and I join you as we laugh and enjoy this moment of perfect sensuality.