Okay so this is the actual last post of 2013

http://www.gofundme.com/5x00l4

This is a link for my go fund me page. I am looking to start my own business and need a little help getting it off the ground. With my crazy schedule and devoting my paycheck to bills I need that little boost to get it up and running. I'm not asking for the world, just some seed money for product samples and my second website where you can purchase adult toys, novelties and other goodies. My goal is $2,000 so anything you can donate would be helpful. Thanks loves!

The Last Post of 2013

I'm sick to death of the new year, new me bullshit people keep posting about. You are always you dumb ass, you can only change how and who you interact with the world around you. If you are tired of the same results, do something different with your life. You can't complain you hate dating assholes but go to the same places to find these guys/girls. You can't complain about the job you hate, if you never look for a new one or better yourself to pursue your dreams. You can't complain about your weight if all you do is order pizza and sit on your couch. You know better, but don't do better because it's hard. Fear of moving forward will keep you stuck in whatever rut you're in. Speaking from experience, I've been in ruts enough times to know that clawing your way out is the only way to do it, and making a resolution isn't going to do anything if you fall into the same pattern the second it gets hard. I wish more people would do better, maybe there would be a little more inspiration to go around.
In any case, I want to wish everyone a happy new year with many blessings and good fortune. May you succeed in any changes and goals set forth for you in the coming year.

2013: A Year of Learning

Tomorrow is the last day of 2013. I am leaving so much in that year its almost ridiculous. This year has been a year of self discovery and so much more. There are however a few things that will make the journey into the new year.

Say Good-Bye:

• Living for other people
• Doing things I don't want to
• Eating candy
• Getting shitty wasted
• My ex-lovers
• My ex-friends
• Holding on to the possibility of change from people that hurt me
• Saying nigga around white people
• My old ideals about kids, marriage, and love

Say Hello:

• Healthy living
• The pursuit of my dreams
• Becoming a published author
• Catering to my needs
• New opportunities for adventure
• Taking responsibility for my life and my happiness
• Getting my anemia under control

Just a few things that I've reflected on and made some hard decisions to be passionate about in the coming year. I won't say it's a resolution, but it is definitely a lifestyle change.

Life and Love is what you make of it...

Okay so dessert is spelled wrong in this picture I found, but you get the idea...this is the concept for 2014. Shedding dead weight physical and emotional. Took me far to long to realize, but I'm working on me. I am focused on my purpose, waiting patiently for someone worthy of my time as I am of his.

Sometimes I think about what could have been...

It's a few people I wish I could turn and walk away from, but then I think about how different my life would be without the experience of knowing them. I wish I could regret any situation, but I would rather remember them all and learn, than change what I know.

No additional words needed...

Think on it...

How many men are willing to admit that they have been cowards before? How many are strong enough to tell the woman they are dealing with the truth and walk away so she can heal? Give it some thought and grow stronger. The stronger we are as individuals the better our communities become when we come together.