Things I Live By

These are a few things people should know about me to better understand who I am and where I'm coming from when they interact with me. So sit back and enjoy!

1. Don't give a fuck what others think. Talk all the shit you want to, because it won't break me, I got me. I'm gonna do me and nothing and nobody can change that.
2. Challenge Authority. Not in a condescending manner, but make it known that you are not an idiot and will not put up with such foolishness. 
3. Let go of past heartache and keep hold of the lessons. Don't let it dictate your life or your happiness.
4. Indulge in things that make you happy. I don't mean in a greedy or unhealthy way, but take the time to enjoy the things that put a smile on your face and warmth in your heart.
5. Spontaneous adventure is good for the soul. Don't be reckless, but live a little. Step outside your comfort zone and push the limits of the norm. Only you can live your life, so live it to the fullest!
6. Don't stress over the small things. This is something I'm working on personally, but I stand behind it all the way. Stressing over things you cannot change only hurts you in the long run.

I can't give away all my secrets, but these are a few I think are shown in my everyday actions. If you have any questions, ask away! I'm always here to answer them :)

You're the past, so stay there!

• Why do my good vibes of my own happiness always manifest in the world and send signals to the tough past relationships to stir the pot and truly test me? 
• Why can we only be friends when I'm hung up on you, but not when you are hung up on me? 
• Why is it that the moment I'm dating or happy with someone new, you always pop out of all places tempting me to come back with tall tales of you've changed, and this time will be better? 
• Why do I allow you to break my heart every time?

Just a few things running through my mind when I think about a couple of dudes from my past. You guys do the same thing around the same time every year. I hope you had fun this time, because its the last time I allow you back in my world. We have nothing to say, and we have nothing left to do. I told Him to protect me from my enemies and I lost you and other friends. You have tested me for the last time, my patience for you is done, my tolerance of you is over, my heart no longer beats to your drum but now my own. You are no longer in rhythm with me so our song is over, our melody lost and tune complete. 

Down and Out for a While

I hate doing the woe is me posts, but ya girl is really feeling down. Not even needing to vent, but my mentality is not up to par right now. I am feeling something sad deep within that may have been suppressed for a while, and is now forcing its way out. So if I'm mean or grumpy with you, I'm so sorry, don't take it personal. I gotta let out the emotion in a constructive way before I destroy friendships and prospective relationships ;)

Don't worry, I'll be back to my usual self in no time, stay tuned for my cynical side to come out for a bit, and possibly my mushy side.

Love always,

Dymond Diva