I got a few things to get off my chest...

• When stepping to a female like myself, understand that I have a number of suitors. Not on my cocky shit, on some real shit. I meet a ton of people a day and no matter how badd a chick is or how busted she is, some thirsty nigga will hit on her. If I'm not feeling you to begin with, why would I put you as a priority. If you don't like it, talk to some one else, its that simple. there are 8 billion people on the planet if you can't find one that digs you the way you dig them, then fly to Jupiter otherwise move on and get past it. 
• Thirst is a serious disease that can't be solved with water. (thirst = desperation and for this example water = pussy) Thirsty people are needy, clingy, and have nothing but hormones on the brain, because they never acquired the life skill of putting goals and success first, their priority is the opposite sex or in some cases the same sex. These people need to find each other and leave the rest of the population alone. They are the weak links of society that drag down forward progress of smarter generations to come.
• Love is not a science, there is no perfect formula, there are not full proof rules and regulations, and there are no absolutes except that it exists. You can't turn it on and off and you can't choose what your heart wants. Work with it and accept it.
• Everyone is a work in progress, and nobody knows how to live your life better than you, because what works for one person may not work for the next person. Find what works for you and go with it.
• Yes, I am sexually active. No, I will not sleep with you because you think I'm pretty. Yes, I do think you are a loser so being so thirsty. No, you do not have a chance with me ever.
• If you complain about what everyone else is doing, then how are you improving your own life? I mean does God give you heaven credit for hating on someone else's life? Does it put money in your account or gas in your tank to back-stab people you call your friend? if you are so worried about everyone else, then how are you living life to the fullest everyday? 

Self Lovin'

Lotion on my hands so I know they're soft, I rub my nipples in a circular motion just to tease them a little. Pinching the tip to feel a rush to make my pussy wet. I grab them in their entirety, but my hands can barely cup half before it overflows out of my palms. My hands glide down my body to the outline of my pussy. Before I even pull off my panties I can feel how soaked they are, so i slide them off to expose my glistening shaved kitty kat. I rub over my clit to feel the juices on it, and when I take my delisiously soaked fingers off of it to taste, I let out the most seductive moan as if I had a partner watching. I dive back in to feel me out. Slowly penetrating my pussy lips touching the walls and grazing the edges with my freshly manicured nails. It feels amazing with a slight tickle. Rubbing circles around my clit gently, I speed up sending a chill up my spine, I breathe heavier and heavier as I come close to climax. The soft touch of my smooth hands against my pussy screams pleasure inside me. As I make myself cum, my back arches and my hips turn. It is an intense pleasure only I can create from knowing my body. With one hand on my pussy and the other grabbing my breast I let out the whisper of a scream and exhale deeply. Curled up in the fetal position I want to hold in this pleasure and let it resignate through my body.

Single life and Sexual frustration

Being a single woman especially in California is a rough task. We are constantly competing with younger, hotter versions of ourselves. Fresh face in many circles mean new challenges. I am at a crucial age where the guys I want to date are too immature to handle a grown woman interested in serious relationship status and not high school kicking it. Then you have the men that are older but looking to get married tomorrow to any young thing that will give them the time of day. Is it too much to ask for at this time in my life for a man that can handle a sexual relationship without the potential of getting obsessed? Or a man that wants to date a woman secure in herself and her future that has a healthy sexual appetite. I don't need you, but I want you in my world. I am picky with who I date or sleep with like any woman should be, so when there is a drought of men that are men and a flood of men that act more like women than most women my hopes for a good sex life are limited and depressing. I don't need you to be uber sensetive and in touch with your emotions I need a MAN, disconnectrd to his feelings and primed with carnal passion. As bad a that sounds that's what women really want. They say they want a man in touch with his emotions and caring and sensitive, but they leave him for the bad boy fixer-uppers. Don't confuse what i'm saying. Nobody ends up with the bad boy except the bad girl, why because they have a dysfunctional relationship that works. Every woman wants to know that the man they choose has that in them but knows that there is a time and place for it. Long story (already), short I either need to get boo'd up for this cuddle season or its going to be a very long and lonely season.

Adrenaline Junkie

I think with my sex life I have seriously become one, because just having sex is fun, but almost getting caught makes it hotter. The less inhibitions I have and more comfortable I get with my body the more I like having sex in public places. the adrenaline gets my blood pumping and helps me perform better. On the other hand however it seems to make the guy more nervous and stressed, which in turn makes it more difficult for him to perform at a level that would make me satisfied. So its kind of a trade off, that is only semi worth it. If it pays off, the win is amazing, if it doesn't then it is just awful and feels like a waste of time. I wouldn't call myself a gambling woman, but high risks yield high rewards. I'm just saying.

Update

So it has been quite some time since I have posted to the blog, and not because I have nothing to say, but because I am working on book number 2. The first book got a little to emotional and personal for me, so I decided it would be better for me to just move on. I want to give you a little insight as to what book 2 is about. It is broken down into 8 chapters with various scandalous titles such as, random hook-ups, relationship nookie, and lesbian encounters. These of course are all working titles so that I may keep them organized. Each chapter will consist of about 4-6 stories of my experiences in the bedroom good, bad and ugly. One chapter will consist of stories from other parties. So that's what I'm working on these days I will be posting a few articles soon just to keep up with my blog, because i need a break every now and again from the book.