25 and counting...

In recent years I haven't been as goal oriented as I should be, but for some reason, with the approach of 25 I have actively made life choices that will benefit me in the long run. Getting my life on track and my love in order. I am not longer a child that dreams of ideas but a woman that makes them a reality. I am blessed to have the circle I keep and motivated to keep everyone on top of the world. If I have the pleasure of calling you my friend, thank you from the bottom of my heart. If we are family, I love you and don't ever change, because you are so special to me.

Fallen

I wish I could take it back
Never told you how I felt
Maybe I wouldn't hurt right now
Maybe you would still be there
Maybe you wouldn't hate me
All I ever wanted was to make you happy.
But I'm sorry I broke us

Question of the day:

Why does being decisive always shoot me in the foot?

Just don't

Don't tell me how I'm supposed to be just because I'm a woman.
Don't tell me what I'm supposed to feel because I'm a woman
Don't tell me you know me better than I know myself because you're a man.

I am who I am with or without you.

Let Me In

Kiss me deeply
Hold me close
Tell me everything will be okay

Embrace me fully
Accept me in your heart
Tell me you want to take a chance

Let me be what you need
and support you in a way that no woman ever has.

You know I love you
Now let me fall in love with you.

You haven't known me in a relationship
and you haven't experienced my heart fully

Its not easy, but relationships never are.
Take it slow,
Let it grow.

I'll put in the work,
If you promise to never break my heart.

Patiently Waiting...

The thought of losing you scares me.
It hurts my heart.
If I could take a step back,
erase the memory of the words that damaged us
I would keep things the way they are.
If I never heard from you again,
I wouldn't be the same.
Like a piece of my heart was gone
I don't ever want to lose my best friend
and if that means that you are never with me,
I would accept that and move on to someone else,
Just don't take away my best friend.
You mean too much to me,
To let my desire of being with you
overpower the foundation of a friendship built with you.
Say you'll always be there,
and I will let you go if that's what you want.

Makes you think...

When he kisses me I see fireworks.
Its electrifying
He gives me a jolt of life with the touch of his lips to mine.
I don't want to let this embrace end
Missing the moments we had,
Looking forward to the moments we will share.

Cant quite make the full connection
Still wondering why?
Come around for the third time
still not sure if its right yet.
Got me feeling like I did before,
but seeing you in a different light.

My world comes to a halt when you're around,
trying to put energy into something I'm so unsure of.
I want it, but do I really?
Questioning my actions when it comes to you.
Feeling like I need to let you go.

Then you say something to me, that makes it all worth it.
Turning my world upside down.
Got me inside my emotions
trying to let it go and think of something else, like
your lips touching mine
letting passion take over, but I can't fight it.

You're not it for me,
I'm just forcing myself to something I don't really want.

Find me love..

Love me when you have me. Lose me when I'm gone.

Don't believe the hype about falling in love, when fragile things fall, they break. The icon that marriage has become is more about claiming someone than loving someone. The pressure society has put on us to feel complete is that we need to be with someone to be complete. So instead of looking for true happiness with someone we get wrapped up in the ideal of being apart of the norm and experiencing the acceptance instead of going with what makes us truly happy. Conditioned to fall in line when we were born to stand out, the lies and bullying of societal norms has put so many people in a place of uncertainty and depression. Finally realizing this, I have been so much happier dating to find love and not to find a man to be with.

The Journey Continues..

With the approaching launch of my new website, I want to give you a sneak peek at what to expect. My brand "Dymond Diva Productions"  is beginning a new phase of pleasure with the launch of "Behind Closed Doors", your new pleasure party consultants. Whether you want to have a fun night with the girls or stock up on bedroom supplies, we have a party package for you and your friends. So please come take a look and feel free to ask any questions and give me some feedback. Dymond Diva Productions

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Light my fire
Turn night to day
Endure my passions
Stomach my failures
Embrace me...

Know Me...

I want you to feel what I feel
Be scared of another broken heart like I am
Persevere like I do
Walk a mile in my shoes before you judge me

Be my friend before you become my lover
Be with me in my entirety before you decide to leave me

Know my worst moments so you can enjoy my best ones
Experience me as I give and not as you take
Live in my world with open minds and open hearts
Ask me before you quote me.

Love my spirit before you love my body
Care for my heart before you care for my curves
Be with my soul before you indulge in my benefits.

Feel the emotions in my speech
Listen to the tremble in my heart
Experience the moves in my hips

Understand me for who I am, and not what you heard.

Know me.

What do you say to a man that you want in your life, 

but he's too confused in his feelings to be with you?

All about me!

My curves are sultry
My eyes are seductive
My smile intoxicating

I love me,
All of me.
From the top of my head to the bottom of my feet.

My thighs are thick
My ass is fat
My breasts are immaculate

I love me,
All of me.
From the top of my head to the bottom of my feet.

I carry myself like a lady
I fuck you like a freak
I make it happen captain.

I love me,
All of me.
From the top of my head to the bottom of my feet.

My mind wanders into discovery
My heart makes beautiful music
My soul has pulled together the pieces.

I love me,
All of me.
From the top of my head to the bottom of my feet.

I am me,
And nobody can be me better
Than me.

Pierce me...again...

So I am coming up on a year from having gotten my nipples pierced, and I have to say it has been a fun ride. From the tender moments following the days after to the heightened arousal of them being played with. One of my more experimental decisions that turned up pretty awesome. With all of this being said, I want to get another piercing, most likely on my birthday again like last time. I think I want to get my hood pierced. I've been talking bout it for at least two years, and I think it is finally time. Any thoughts, comments, advice I should have before the end of this month, let me know.

Smooth...

Dark Chocolate...

Sweeter than a Hershey bar,
I want to taste your smooth dark skin.
Caress the muscles that hug your bones.
Please every inch of your body in a way that makes you a fiend for my touch.

You drive me wild with the thought of you.
Wrapped around your finger
And you don't even know it.
Refusing to take advantage of my lust for you.

I want you all to myself,
Rolling the mean streets,
having fun on the weekends,
making love when the mood strikes.

Me tasting you
You tasting me.
Infatuation growing with every moment shared,
Then an epiphany hits.

You are my kryptonite.
Your dark chocolate makes me weak in the knees
and wet in the panties.
So will you be my Hershey bar
and make me your caramel candy?