This right here can be a cold mix, but in other cases eye opening. I am learning that what I need and what I want are so far from where I am. I want more out my job, my love, my family and friends. I need to be happy with what I am blessed with before I throw it all away.
I need for my life to be more than drunken nights and hook-ups.
I need for my life to be more than baked goods and making others happy.
I need for my sorrow and pain to stop haunting my joy and happiness.
I am perfectly content with where I am, but for me to be happy and stress-free I need more. I'm capable of it. I might not be the best mother fucka at everything, but I am damn good at what I set my heart to.
But all I can do for now is be the best at where I am, till I can be the best at what makes me truly happy.
Don't mind me y'all this is just the Stella talking...the frustration talking...the lack of faith in me talking.
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