Fantasy...

Every time I close my eyes I imagine you holding me, kissing me, and enjoying me. I remember your essence when you're not here and I yearn for the moment you return. To see your smile, to hear your laugh, to feel you next to me. My body aches to feel you inside me, wondering if you will fit perfectly like I have imagined time and time again. Before I get too excited, I wake up with my panties soaking in anticipation, only to realize you are nothing more than a fantasy. You are intangible and it makes it all that more enticing. To have you would be exciting, to chase you would be adventurous, and to wait for you to fall in my lap would be priceless. I will just have to keep my distance, because the more I am around you the more I want you and I know i can't have you.