The fuck I look like...

Fuck I look like
Jumping through hoops to impress you,
Mr movie star
Mr rapper (my album dropping soon)
Mr I’m just a thug trying to hustle my way out the hood
Like for real, the fuck I look like

Can’t find a man about something real, but I’m the problem
I must be too picky
I must be a slut
I must not know how to be submissive.
Shut my mouth like a good girl
Give him what he wants
While he’s out around town
And I’m sitting at home by the phone hoping he calls to give me some affection

I got so lost in the darkness of the fake that I can’t see the realness in the light.
So surrounded by the jokes, I’m suffocated with lies
Listening to false statements like a press release
“She's a non-factor babe or I didn't sleep with her she lying”

I’m gonna play my part
Sit back and wait
See what happens and try not to get lost in the mix