The Pressure...

I hate the feeling of having to be "ON", like I have to be upbeat, happy and turned up full blast all the time. What I feel like people fail to realize is that every sun sets, every rainbow ends and every Diva needs a break. When it comes to my writing, I enjoy when people like it. I feel inferior when I put out a piece and people rave about it, and then come with something new and get no love. If I am not overly happy, I'm grumpy. If I snap back, its my "black woman attitude". If I have an attitude or keep it blunt, I don't mean it disrespectfully, I just don't feel like being "ON". I'm not an entertainer, so I don't intend on being perfect or putting on shows. I'm gonna do me and if you don't like it sometimes, you can deal with it.