I'm Tired...

I'm tired of being what everyone else wants me to be. I used to not care if I hurt people, because I knew people didn't care if they hurt me. I wanted to change, for the better. But now I miss the old me, at least then I didn't get hurt, because I didn't catch feelings. Might need to take  few steps back and get a different focus, because what I'm doing isn't working. Miss me with the bullshit, because love is a joke and heart is for the weak. We're done here, thanks for playing, but this round is for me, my career, and my family. I'm done crying, I'm done hurting, I'm done feeling inadequate for other people. Welcome back to the old me, because I would rather be alone than with some that makes me feel alone.