I'm addicted to hating you. I feel like if I love you, I lost. It's like its I will have rewarded bad behavior. I loved you when you didn't love yourself. I loved you when I didn't love me. You don't want to take an L, but you damn sure don't deserve a W. I don't know much about love, but if having you feels like a loss and not having you is a win, what are we fighting to keep. Every time I give you me you distance yourself, yet when I tell you that you've lost me you come running to try and keep me. I'm not a plant that you can neglect as long as you water it occasionally.
If you can't be with me in the struggle, then you don't deserve to be with me in the prosper. I don't need millions, I just need to be comfortable, but most importantly I need you. You never see that I would hustle with you from the bottom to the top, because you too wrapped up in only being with me at the top.
I hate having the short end of the stick with you, when you and I both know I deserve more. Just like you need a woman that doesn't have the emotional baggage of being with you in the hard times.
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