My temptation...

I feel limited in my future sexual conquests when I think of my new guy. I like him so much and I choose to take the time to get to know him without the distraction of other competitors, however the ceiling seemingly made of glass that is placed on how much sexual frustration my body can take leads me to feel like I can't wait for him to be in the same wave length as me, but on a divergent path I must wait to take. He stimulates my mind, but my body doesn't care to wait so do I pursue him with only a lustful eye in others or do I release the frustration and then focus on him? When it comes to the building of our future, are the risks of accepting temptation worth the potential loss of a pure love. I want for only him emotionally and mentally but can I still have him if I let someone else handle me physically while he is not here? With all this being said, is it even a question if I am not exclusively with him? So with all this being said, pleasure's greatest accomplishments are with an untainted love, so should I not be able to wait for it to occur with someone more deserving than the closest temptation.