In the corner of my mind I still see your face.
I remember everything I did that night.
From the time I met you to the time you left me.
You called me beautiful,
But treated me like trash.
You said I was special,
But acted like it was nothing.
Deadened to the physical
Numb to the emotional
Empty to life.
Everything I am is taken away,
Broken beyond repair,
Damaged the image of my past, and
Changed the person I was supposed to be
Who am I today?
A question I ask myself everyday
My identity lost in what if questions and
Stolen by traumatic moments
The essence of the person I was has been taken from me,
Destroyed my innocence
And took my life from me.
I am expected to move on
Cope even
But how do you cope with something you will never forget?
Pushing away healthy relationships and
Turning them toxic,
Because you don’t trust anyone
Not even yourself to make the right decisions.
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