Lacking Good Sexy Time

I feel like I'm missing a passion in my life that I used to have. Like the sex life has dried up to the point where I am so unbelievably horny I almost called an ex-lover that took me a year to get rid of after the last time we had sex. I am not desperate for just plain ole sex, I am yearning for a satisfying interaction that leaves me glowing for the next few days and on cloud 9; Emulating the signs of love with none of the complications of having to deal with the relationship attachments. Life right now for me is so complicated. I am in the process of launching a business, recovering and revamping my novel, and making transitions in my life to move forward. The half ass dating is driving me crazy. Like its a waste of time and I am slowly but surely becoming a homebody, because I don't want to be around the people I am around. I need to be fucked, which isn't happening. My pussy is closed until further notice. Picking a worthy suitor that knows how to fuck and eat the pussy well is a game that I just don't have the energy for. It's sad, but so very true.